Death. Has become a terrifying word to everybody. Though I was a junkie, I don’t know why I experimentally consumed drugs; on the other hand I was so afraid of death. Not to forget I used to love motorcycle racing. Speeding over 120 km/h, but afraid of death?

But, it has changed now. Life, death, is in God’s hand. As a human, we’ll never know what His plans are. It doesn’t mean that I’m not afraid anymore. But when it’s my time to leave, I’m ready when “The Big Boss” calls me.

Before I die, I wanna do some stuff. And here are the lists:

• See smile from my mom and dad everyday.
• See my sister delivering her babies.
• Take my “Bude” to holly land.
• Meet DBM and TJG’s twinnies.
• Ride ATV.
• Buy ontel bike.
• Get my Gibson back.
• Bungee jumping.
• Rafting and mountaineering.
• Stop smoking.
• Street racing again.
• Know all my exes are OK.
• Go to Tintin museum in Brussels.
• Go to South Africa and Brazil with Big Fella.
• Propose KI to be my wedded wife? Hihihihi… (YOU WISH MATE???!!!)

WHAT DO YOU HAVE IN MIND?