This is what happened if you forget to feed your T-rex. Hahahaha......

No...no...no...

This is the compensation of an unemployment and when you miss someone close to death.

Before...

5 Minutes later...

P.S : Chi...thank you for the picture

LITTLE BIRTHDAY NOTE (FINAL EPISODE)

August 5, 2007. 11.02 A. M

Finally, the day is officially over.

I'm not as happy as 24 hours ago and that's not important anymore. Dreams can never become reality. But that's not the point. I shiuld be grateful for whatever I have now, not just for whatever I want. Birthday is not happiness parameter though it's a special day for me.

Maybe I'm not as happy as yesterday, because today [which is not my birthday anymore] I dont use it for reflection. Or maybe because of perfection I want doesn't exist.

Ahh... I'm so lame. Why don't I realize that I have friends who love me? Other maybe don't have as great as them. I also can gather with my family, other maybe don't have complete family. My disappointment is nothing compare to them

Shit... I'm not happy because of my self. Hahahahahahahahaaa.......All I can do now is just laughing on my stupidity.

Anyway... why does this laugh make me happy?



Okay... That's a wrap folks for this episode of my LITTLE BIRTDAY NOTE



keep your head and hope up...

LITTLE BIRTHDAY NOTE (EPISODE III)

Nothing could make me happy that night other than 00.00 hours. But that two-become-one moment didn't have to celebrate with trumpets, horns and fire crackers like countdown on New Years Eve. By seeing that 00.00 hours already make me happy though my heart beat twice faster.

[and there I was. Sitting on my bed with hanging thoughts to the unknown future. I saw the clock no more. I paid attention nowhere. I just smiled because I finally reached the time. And I just smiled...]

On the 1st minute, I wished thanks to the almighty for everything, for everything I couldn't pay Him back. I asked for forgiveness for every sins I made [hey...I'm just human after all]. Asked for everything that no other human being alive could provide, till no more words could come.

[then I smiled. Again...]

Buzz....
Something was buzzing. Yay...my cell phone. Yep... cell phone suddenly became the next-interesting-thing that night. Hmm, I wonder. Who is the first person that sent me birthday wishes? DB. And that was him. He is my best friend though we didn't see each other well because he lives in Indiana now. He's always the like that; being the first in my last-and-this-year birthday. Thanks dude...

And other texts came, intercepted with one call. HEGI. She is my ex girl friend. She was born a day after me. It was even more special with the presence of her voice wishing me good luck and bringing late night stories.

These eyes were finally tired. And I should obey them to fall asleep. Looked like they didn't want to get into euphoria. Hmmm... I agree. Because the day had just begun for two hours

LITTLE BIRTHDAY NOTE (EPISODE II)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

LITTLE BIRTHDAY NOTE (EPISODE I)

D - 1
I always wait for this day every year. Maybe it also happened to some people. Or maybe not. There's a different sensation when the day come. I can't define that feeling, but I enjoy it.

That's why I wait until 00.00 hours. Remembering what has happened, laughing at joy and fools I made, speechless on sadness and amazing events. Puff... c'est la vie. I wont be able to replace those up and down things. No matter how hard I try.

5...
4...
3...
2...
1...
Tic...

It's a new month... I don't know why, but I really love this month. It's not because of my birth month, but because it's our independence day.





Hello Augie