I know it’s pathetic. It’s really been a while since I revved up things in blog. Well... I’ve been too busy, schizophrenic and physically tired and hurt lately that I keep on forgetting who I really am. Seriously.

Let me pour it all out- I am disappointed in MYSELF. So serious that I cannot even bear thinking of how stupid I am to fail. I am seriously thinking of quitting jobs... I know it's dumb to say that and that yes I know bunch of people wont mind to take my place. So sue me.

Call me a drama queen. I may look all carefree and cheery on the outside... but didn't you notice what counts are inside that....?